Day 30 of 100
Feet are gross.
I’ve tried to like feet, especially my own for a long time, but yuck. I took this photo to talk about the tattoos on my feet, but I am almost more embarrassed to post a photo of my feet than the shirtless one I did.
And talk about the difference between men and women. My feet have never been sexualized. I checked WikiFeet. They aren’t there.
So feet are gross. Sorry for the photo.
The tattoos are dope. Well one is. The other one is the worst tattoo I have. Zombie Micah and Regular Micah in a mirror. The idea is that when I look down, I can have Zombie Micah (bad) or Regular Micah (good) reflected back at me.
When I was going through getting my life together the first time it felt like I had done a lot of evil stuff, but came out unscathed. Like the Portrait of Dorian Gray, I could do ugly things, but only my tattoo, Zombie Micah, got ugly.
For years when I would look down I would see Zombie Micah and think about the life I led. How I was not a positive influence on people. How I enabled a lot of bad behavior. And that was what reflected back at me.
But since the middle of 2020, I see Regular Micah much more often when I look down. I realize that I have evened out the scales and have become a force for good. I add more value to the world than I take out of it. And that makes me happy.
I do wish Regular Micah was a bit skinnier, but that’s a whole ‘other disease for another day.